(Continued as part of Love Reflections series based on a prompt. I recommend starting with Part I.)
I am a seeker, but if you ask me if I am a serious seeker, I will have to admit I have been too casual. When will I see something as not more important than this, “Seek ye first the kingdom of God”, love? I hold hope and faith because I did have a period when I was more serious than I have been the last 15 years, and I experienced the difference. No matter how much praying and wanting of peace and love, I know it will not happen until I take peace and love seriously and give it the deep attention it requires.
I can easily get distracted. No matter how well intended a distraction may be, it is another trap that shows the insidiousness of the ego: The ego/darkness wants us to spend our time fixing this world (sounds good, doesn’t it?), while the lightness is waiting for us to overcome this world and come home like the prodigal child. Jesus lived in this world but was not of this world, he overcame the world. When we’re trying to fix things, we are distracted in the world of judgment and grievances and guilt, etc. (Note: This doesn’t mean not to take care of things that need immediate fixing or attention, this is about staying in that place or a lifetime of working on the “fixing” without realizing it never ends and the solution is beyond this.)
The pull of this world is strong, so we have to be stronger, and I know for me, to think I can do it without doing the spiritual work or going to the spiritual gym would be a mistake. This is not like physically getting in shape where we may try harder and do more, instead it is “Be still and know”. And what we’ll find is that in overcoming this world instead of trying to fix it, the world will self-correct.
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